June 2,2009

My boyfriend at the time had a court date that morning and My 2 best friends Butta n Mickey spent da night with me at my Cuzzo's house cuz we was havin it up that night drinks and all lol Butta neva allowed me to exclude ha from tha parties and on top of it all i was livin wit ha and ha family. before i left i gave everybody a kiss she was tha only one who woke up and gave me a kiss back. any how the court date went terrible, i was suppose to testify on his behalf but the court house sent us on a wild goose chase and we didnt make it to his court date so he just copped out to whateva they gave em'. his motha was so hurt and i felt so bad for ha. I called Butta soon as i got out tha car and she came back to get me and took me to chipotle :-) we were so addicted. She took me back to Cuzzo house afta dat cuz ha mom had to have surgery dat night and i was going to a graduation with Mickey and Dolla(cuzzo). At the graduation a huge fight broke out it was my niggas(who'm i chill wit) and anotha group a niggas. shit got crazy and then it was ova, at least at the time because da police got involved. afta da fight i txt Butta i was so frustrated couldnt Believe dat, dat went down and i new Infant was mad because it was ha graduation we came for. Butta new i was mad and came to get me from around my old neighborhood, we picked up the kids and went to church. We were late but afta havin a fucked up day i made ha stay til it was completely ova. On the way back around to tha neighborhood we stopped to see our friend O Breezy he was havin a fucked up night to, someone hit his car. I was gunna stay and chill wit him but Butta wasn't havin it she practically owned me lol. Once we left him we went back around the way and everyone was thea ppl who i didnt normally see was thea and Butta was so happy to see em' cuz she hadn't seen most of em' since we left our old high school. we had to take the kids back home though it was gettin late and for them it was a school night and we had ha daughta out thea 2. She wanted to go back afta we dropped the kids off i wasn't comfortable wit it cuz i'm to hip dat fight wasn't no slight shit and niggas new wea we chill at but we always have it up around thea so we went back. i told ha we to leave at 11:30 cuz i was gunna meet back up wit Breezy n blow 1 down wit em'. at 11:25 i told ha say ha goodbye's to everybody she was drunk so she laughed gave me a hug n a kiss on my forehead n sed "otay Bestie". when i turned to walk away and she walked the opposite way, gun shots rang off and i ducked and then crawled behind some cars. couldnt tell wea they were commin from but i wasn't jus gunna stand thea. This lady told me n some othas to get in ha house. we all crawled ova n den went in tha house. when i realized she wasn't in tha house i stepped bak out to look for ha, people were yelling "somebody's hit!!" i asked everybody wea she was an they looked at me like i had 3 heads. then i saw ha layin on da floor and my world got real small. she heard me scream n turned to look at me i crawled ova to ha n tried to hold ha hand but da shit was crazy she was shakin all wild n crazy and tears was cummin dwn ha eye's it was tearin me up tha las thing she said to me was "Tink" tha nickname i gave ha daughta and then ha head dropped and i lost my mind cuz i knew she was gone and it happened in my Neighborhood so i knew what was next. But i'll wait to tell you about that......enough for now. <3Lucky<3